LDR

it has been 1 month im on LDR..and i survived..hahha..im so proud to myself. today is the last day of oct and im enjoying myself resting at home...me likey. i cant wait for twilight new moon movie..Jacob is soo hott..:x - aihh i have no idea wht to blog abt but still wana write something

i can see everyone seems to be happy with their life now..and im glad to know tht u r happy..i know i hv broke their heart so i guess they deserved wht they have now..:) on the otherhand, i am still me..catching up my life. i want to be someone better..

i miss him so badly..23months to go..:( how to survive. i never been in this kind of relationship.. i want to be a better gf..bcos i was a bad bad gf then..sigh



i miss him. i miss him. i miss him .hehhe

:):):):)

please ignore my previous post, i was kinda melodramatic..heheh

all i want to say is i am happy now..hehe (and saddd ;( )


someone gave me this song..:)





bestkan?
:):):)

im being positive right now..everyone has a dream to catch..

muse..

so far far away

its saturday..n finally i get to rest and not thinking abt work..work is tiring these few days. im not sure why..i kinda hate to go to work nowadays..

how to know when the person we like eventually likes us back? what's the signs..and wht if the person we like has a gf? should we stop liking them? and my other thought tells me, if tht person really likes us they will make it happen, they will make us know since at the very beginning...right?

..n how do they let us know?




hehehe.
ok then i shud stop dreamingg and go bathe..have a good ramadhan everyone.

qoutes to ponder

"maybe we like the pain. maybe we're wired that way..because without it, i dont know..
maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying, "why do i keep hitting myself with a hammer?" - "because it feels so good when i stop".

Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

i have an electric shock hair...

guess wht, today i really focused on my work. i dont really ym or browsing..im impressed with myself..:)

n while driving home just now, i was thinking to form an activity for myself ..since i dont really hv anything to do after work..hv not much money..no bf..no many friends..n i cant really play tennis at the mo because of the injury on my left knee..so i was thinking to swim.. i've found the pool..at the place called The Club, and since it is located on my way to home, it is easier for me to just stopped by for an hour -3 times a week..how cool is that? haha
i need to bring my swimming attire to work on monday, tuesday and thursday..huhu..seriously this is no joke.n i can socialize at the pool..n hoping to get to know few interesting ppl..wow i can see how fun it gona be..(actually how loserr i am..:P)
so i will start nxt week and stop a while for ramadhan..then continuee..

i was having dinner with my so called best buddy just now,,he just came back fr india this morning..how sad indian ppl doesnt really want him to stay, he was actually assigned to work there for 5 months but was sent back because indian ppl doesnt want foreign worker to work with them..

n the moment he saw me..the first thing he noticed was my hair..;( sedih weh..he said my hair looks like kena electric shock n its ugly..damnit..i really hv to do something to my hair..

wow im soo excited..after this my body sure will looks like halle berry....hehehe...

nov ohh nov

heloo people ( i knw i am still talking to myself)

today is so boring, i am lazy..i lazy to work..i have to remind myself everyday why i need to work..luckily Paris comes quickly into my mind. it is 938pm now and im doing nothing..reading some stuffs..and a lil of facebooking..goosshhh there r so many hott chicks on fb man..the more i stalk them..the more hot ladies i found..how to be hottie??hehe..

to be frank..im currently happy and get pretty comfortable with my life now..i mean im still not happy with my financial condition but my life as in general..ive been freed from a dude for few months now..n i coped pretty well i guess...life goes on and time flies so fast man..

Shop around, scope him down, if he's right, hold tight. And if he's not, stamp reject and keep on moving on.

at d moment, i dont have any intention stalking or mingling with guys..seriously bcos i know..ive been defeated already..so manyyy choices out there..come on..so just wait n see wht's coming..
now i just want to focus on my career...i m searching for a better place..pray for me..;)

i know nobody is reading my blog..cause ive been abondoned it for soo longg...nvm..i just write for myself then.

oh one more thing, i just cant stand ppl who brag..dude comeon la..why braggg? n y u brag to me...u'll get nothing back..cause i dont hv anything to brag to u..im totally not impressed. i only impress by how cool u r.. cool..u ve everything but still u r so cool abt it..totally impressed by only tht.
this blog is totally lame..hehe i know. ;)

please config your mind accordingly..

hey there..again,

in less than 24hours, i post another entry. hehe. dont worry this is just beginning.

i wokeup late today, as usual. i arrived office around 910am. sneaked to my desk. i have router installation this morning, hv to guide my FE to change some config on the router.

sometimes, i hate my dad..i hate it when he became tooo involved in my life..i shouldnt rant about him..sorry bak.

i dont understand ppl who really dont know wht they want in life. i know there's always a better choice..never ending..u should just makeup ur mind and never look back. as for me, i will just live life as it goes..if it is wht meant for me..i accept it..if otnerwise just move on. im in the stage where u dont give a damn abt this thing anymore..

oh btw, i can't wait to watch The Time Traveler's Wife! i can see myself crying watching this movie..hahha

ok bye..poyo betul post ni.